whoops!

i bind the red flower onto my wrist.

2007-04-10T01:17:00.000+08:00

people can be so skeptical at times.
people can amuse other people.
people never fail to amaze me.

why do you keep all your hurt bottled inside ?
you smile and you laugh just like any other.
you dont try to tell your dearest frens, but thats because you have already tried.
but the message dont get to them, or so you think. well, at least, based on their opinion.
the euphonical actions is actually very actuating .
and its disturbing, to me.

but i guess, this is the way of a Human.

pig.

2006-11-28T18:02:00.000+08:00

this i gotta write.

ZACH IS SUCHA DONKAE !!

ps black and red goes well together.

2006-11-04T19:08:00.000+08:00

my blogger updating page took excatly 15minutes to load.

my internet was down for a few days. Hence , the un-updated lj. and now that the internet is up, lj is down... so here i am, on blogspot. have tons to say, but gimme a min.

okay, back.

so anywayyy... im back on track. everything in my life. (: including my JC. i love him like crazyy!! ive been studying too. been studying with joash fuyu nicholas and some other friends (one day one friend) family is fine, i'll suppose.

wed was with nic and the three.
thurs was with ahmad and the three.
fri was dap in the morn and the three. says in the afternoon (he followed me to kap) and the three. nic came over for dinner that night.

ive been pms lately.. so thats alright if im getting all gritty jitty right?
ive been reading the bible too... (: its good. im spending more time with JC to repair our r/s.
everything is truly fine... just that my studying doesnt seem to be improving much. i dont really know. its up to god. ive tried what my body has tried. like mell said later can play like crazy, for now just pray like crazy.

lol.
she's a funny friend.

i went back to school on fri too... met ahmad azy and kavi. azy and kav stayed a short while. im glad mad bro is studying. i didnt get to see fiq. ): says studying. so thats awesome! i hope my other friends in spain is studying too... dont look left or right, you know who you are. if youre sec 4 taking o's next week, then thats you.

ive been thinking a lot lately. i told says about JC and stuff. he then gave me a dressing down. i realised my mistake. and i know ive to change. cause i want a change. (: now, everything seems fine too me. i want to be a love-giver in his name. so that'd be awesome right? i sense something powerful coming along. i hope im in it. one day... i'll be his love-giver. (:

he sent me hints at first. sherlyn talked to me. but i think he knew i wanted that on hold, so he didnt force it through. then there were my new study buddy (joash and nic). joash has been a real help. throughly throughly. both in terms of BK and studying. nic has helped too in studying. joash was so excited about church visiting . and everyday when i met him, church would come in topic. and nic's key to his three hearts kind of brought everything together one of the days. the trinity as i learnt from joash. (: its sweet to know that theyre experiencing JC too. im glad. finally, the big showdown was with says. (: im glad i didnt go lunch with fuyu and the gang. cause when i brought says down to kap from sch, our table was empty and it was easier talking to him alone.

(: thansk JC. i love you.

and another thing, is that..... thinking back. this year. ive being meeting all my childhood friends. nicchia kristi joash. (; <3 <3 <3 it has been awesome. want to know the biggest change in all ? they now are Firm christians. they know of their faith and their relationship with him. thats really touching. three friends saved. now looking for more. (:

-ilove jc.

lance armstrong.

2006-10-23T16:01:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO STUDY
I WILL STUDY.

in everything i do, i want to glorify your name.
i want to walk into your empire a righteous life.
penning down my thoughts, all i want to say to you.
in my deepest desires, is your name crossed above my heart.
last season your memories fade.
but memories built makes it hard to erase.
makes me miss you more.

i love you.
you taught me love does exist, eternally.
you taught me that being stray doesnt mean being away.

-the moment hast arrived.

it starts today.

2006-10-17T09:06:00.000+08:00

ITS IN A FEW HOURS!!

gotta be in school at 1215. think it starts at 1245... not really sure.
but i'll be in school at 11. think the people will be there by then. hoooo... miss them like crazy.
everyone's ponning school, im seeing more of xinying huiying and mag than anybody in my class.
least theres night lessons once a week now...
yeaaa!!

haha.. maybee.. im just feeling a little high from the thought of being able to meet the many many people i havent seen for weeks (its either im ponning or they are.) OR maybe im feeling the jitters from knowing the biology pract's TODAY.

ohwells. (: pretty cool with it actually.

-dont want tell you.

once in a while.... you just have to.

2006-10-15T17:39:00.000+08:00

YESH!! you just have to...

go tomorrow.

2006-10-12T20:06:00.000+08:00

im not proud of my grades. but neither do i feel the empty void any more. furthermore, i love love LOVE the sufficiently content feeling i have within me.

if theres one person i'll pray for out of the blues, that'd be PONG my buddy o' man. (:

i heart you.
love, your little precious.

so anyway... i didnt do too good for my prelims.
R5: 25 but minus two, cause of cca points. so that'd be 23.
B4: 17. not good either.

sighh... but ohwells. (: im glad i have daddy watching over me.

-teddy bears and peas topping.

2006-10-06T07:38:00.000+08:00

STOP STEALING MY PEACHES YOU! ::

childhood buddies rock. although minus two. i love you guys. i want to go over too.. i LOVE hanging out with TOURIST. theyre so funnily funnky.

-im studying.

all lousy kids.

2006-10-01T11:53:00.000+08:00

LIFE HAS BEEN MISSING SOMETHING.
OR
MAYBE,
I HAVE BEEN MISSING SOMETHING.

truly truly.

-im terribly in a bad mood.

wank wangs!

2006-09-20T21:14:00.000+08:00

iHEARTceline.

she's becoming so much more poliet right now.
i love her being my sister.

and ohwells, about last time?
i guess she was just protecting me.
and about the one Before last time...
i dont know man.
it sucks so bad just the other day.

what on earth am i getting myself into.

2006-09-16T15:25:00.000+08:00

F.U.C.K

but that is what i want.

if i had a choice.

you know who you are.

2006-09-10T16:28:00.000+08:00

DONT TALK TO ME.
I'M TOO BUSY BEING PISSED AT YOU.

-jarkarse.

it was too long to be spelt.

2006-09-06T20:03:00.000+08:00

what the hell happened to sex drugs and rocknroll?
now we just got aids crack and techno.

i so love that song. gnr totally got it going on. (: two solos really clear and in sync is just ghost skills.

mama came back today!!! hohoho! (:
those hugs you hardly get. (*: those sexy winkled hands... feels so warm again. cheryl says she's aged, i dont know man. celine says her hair grew longer, i'll suppose. but i'll just say her palms are the warmest things i've ever touched. (*:

i really like mama. she's damn sexy. three months did seem short, but its one of those times that you know you'll treasure the most. (: hoho. i hope tomorrow i get to go lunch with her, if im at home and free. we'll all go to her favourit yongtaufoo stall at btp. love it cause she loves it.

-changi a'port.

i enjoy being normal.

2006-09-05T19:26:00.000+08:00

i swear i had the greatest day today, but one of the most guiltiest ever. damnit la. hadnt study much lately. thursday pool today also pool. hurr hurr.

yesterday wasnt counted much of studying cause after biology in school, i had to come back and finish up math tuition homework. had tuition and came up to do biology the whole day. till night, i did moles. however... its just one of those day where you feel as if you hadnt Studied at all. like you didnt learn something new.

so... today, i just had to convert azy's say's zach's and i's study period into a fun-time period.

after biology, zach and says came over to my place to chill. we chilled and jammed. i slacked off. around 1230 we went down to allrajar to makan. were meant to meet azy and sebas at 1230. we reached around 1. says and zach were bastards on the bus. lol.

lunch was meant to be tze-char style... SOoo wanted to have stingray for lunch. (crocodile hunter revenge) and guess what? the only two tzechar stalls just had to be closed. f right? yeahh.. i think so too.

lunch was good. just that, i swear zach eats the weridest food ever. it was not-bad at first till azy just had to tell me a little story about the dish. thanks baby.

went down to westcoastrecreationalcentre. we bowled. lol... lol!! lol!!!! (:
fiq came down too. after our games, the whole lot went to play pool. the guys are a set of insane bunch. damn tyhco. mr lim came down too... he's like the most pro of the lot. crazy.

so this is how the whole day went by. playing. think we played quite a few hours of pool , cause the bill came up to 30buckaroos. ohwells.

now i really feel like kicking myself.

-with love.

once not enough.

2006-09-02T21:52:00.000+08:00

lol.

first it was jenson and his superband.
now its edmund (gto) with his superstar thing.

ohwells. i really like edmund. actually i like both of 'em. but i knew edmund like since.. i dont know when man. p6? or s1/2? so ... (: i'll see how about tomorrow. its kinda funny. but yeahh.. good luck man. breakaleg. knowing edmund for as long as i know, he's a gan-gan guy. he's really fun to be around, 100% sporting. sensible too. if he know he 100% cannot make it , wont do it. so this round.. gotta make me proud. lol. see you baby.

-cheers.

feelings cannot change.

2006-08-31T14:57:00.000+08:00

i feel like shit right now.

now, i really really miss jeroneal and all those other wsss peeps who doesnt know what happened early on today.

i just miss having ... .. a fine day. its hard not to think about it. especially when it could have been prevented. i rather carry the pain than of a good goof friend carry the pain.

MAYBE, if just maybe.

imissaminandsaiful.
-private and confidential.

call my love ones.

2006-08-26T20:59:00.000+08:00

come share my JOY!

im almost all done with my folio!!!! three pages that might minus one.. i'll do one page tomorrow. the other two have needs david goh's assistance... so heh!! that practically means im all done. well, least , ALMOST done! ;p

now, i cant wait for church baby.
(:

-boomboom.

life may not always be this way.

2006-08-25T17:45:00.000+08:00

its been kinda a while i'd suppose.

so here it goes. stuff im busy with lately:

- trying to complete my foilo. which kind of sucks, cause im doing nothing at all.
- slacking my ass off for being a total ass.
- guitaring in class. (its practically a mini guitar studio. very tempting)
- doing work in school.
- finishing up my The Poet book.
- night classes.

night classes are damn fun. its always a joke. you get damn high. how cool can it be when the school lockes you in so that you can use their facilities and to study? just for your class. i'd suppose its a good thing, other for the fact you'll sniff burns here and there during take-a-break sessions which is like every five min. and the drinking
. but other than that, everyone's all healthy..

okay, not maybe.. theres tonnes of junk food and carb drinks. ): we'll all grow fat la.

but the soccer and bball sessions kinds of eliminates that... i mean, our studying time is quite unproportional to the playing time, especially if you're on your way to a hang over. ohwells.

-dream theater.

2006-08-12T08:48:00.000+08:00

honestly, i feel like ): shit.

i dont know man. its over, so thats not really very important to me now. is how the way people treats me. esp mommy. she didnt mind me going out to find yuan even if i came back at midnight. she's even going to bring me out to catch a movie.

i mean, if thats the way she shows me she cares. thankyou. but it just hurts even worse. i really appreciate it. really do. is so bad... seriously, i rather you yell at me or just let me be. nag at me when im studying or force me to hit the books.

its pangs and pangs of guilt right here in me.

it ): sucks shit to know that when you try, nothing comes back. i mean... that did happen in s2. since then, had reluctantly try to re-believe the oh-so-factual phrase that each teacher says "to work hard." sometimes it just doesnt pay off, i believe.

susan wong "if you said you work hard and got such a grade, you just got to work harder."

AND THAT SUCKS ASS!

Results are out tomorrow!! FREAK!

2006-08-10T20:02:00.000+08:00

a story is written in my lj. it wont take more than five minutes to be read.

oh wells. tomorrow ... . .. .. i cant decide.
how do you praise and worship the lord if you have a burden in your heart?
some people say, thats rather the reason why we should go up to the lord.

i wonder, if tomorrow, i'll be ready to go up to him with a carefree heart and spirit. or with a heart confused and reluctant but seeking. tomorrow we shall see.

im so scared that i will fail. im so scared that my trust is not good enough. or if my belief is just self denial. i dont want all that. i just want to be granted the permission to be scared even as i walk in your light.

mission impossible? to walk back, knowing its alright. waiting. unsure. and uncertain? i think mission possible if you want it so badly, to wait. to wait. and to be sure in your faith. i believe mission is possible for my friends. mission is so possible if you dare to wait. to pray. and dare to believe, that one day. just one day.

cause i believed, and i was given a vision.

"a vision with action, is just day dreaming." oh wow. but i believe.

so much to say.

2006-08-09T08:51:00.000+08:00

yesterday was awesome. though i was really tired and didnt talk as much. but i still love my babies.

went down to wsss with a huge balloon and some dirty sloshed up cake. ;p
we hung around the bus stop making jer yingjun and kalyn eat cake with their bare hands, not to mention it melting was a pretty sight...

despite not being able to meet yuan. guess who i saw, fuyu? uncle bobby and jianyong. haha... whoa........ its been a damn long whilee. everyone changes in a few years dont they.

which after, went back to jer's . she went to shower and change while i studied and slept over there. ;p tired beyond tired. picked kalyn and cherylh up at their bus stop. headed down to town.

and thats how the day ended. coming back really tired. dinner . and to the beds by 9. didnt get to study. im not going to do much of it today either.. family day. unless... .. . .. nah, i doubt.

-get up, get out.

chin chow.

2006-08-04T22:54:00.000+08:00

i ended tuition. and...
JUST HAD to go online to kill of stress. (if there was any)
JUST HAD to have no one at home. (its a friday family thing, to settle your own dinner on your own, everyone will be back plus 11.)
yuan JUST HAD to have apple strudel. and that was dinner! (:

its been a long while since i met up with him.
we studied over at the strudel store. for an hour and a half.
when i realised that i JUST HAD to watch the a show.
so yuan came over. we hung around .

he had to leave. i needed to study.
walked him out, eventually ended up slacking off for another half an hour by the pool. yaking away.

just sent him off. (: i really do blink 182 my goons. happy birthday jeroneal in advance. ;p i'll see you too , soon, in a while.

(:

going off to study. ):

all long days.

2006-08-04T19:04:00.000+08:00

Hye Aye All Good News!

im all down and done with my dnt project product! all's left is for me to go finish up my really thick thick thick foilo. yayness.

-beyond tired.

JC loves.

2006-08-03T18:34:00.000+08:00

yes, JC loves. (:

this is how you make the best peanut butter sandwich breakfast:

#1. slop lots of peanut butter onto plain white bread.

#2. layer a thin film of strawberry jam onto the peanut butter (too much, not good, very sweet. very fat, goes into your stomach and down your thighs. not good)

#3. slice bananas into halves, longitudinal way.

#4. slap it right down onto the best-is-yet-to-be peanut buttered and jammed bread.

#5. slap on another slice of plain white bread.

#6. put it at your mouth.

#7. but before you chomp off one bit say "this is going to be tasty."

and you rub your stomach. (:

-135.

Sweet Child Of Mine. Sexy.

2006-08-01T17:41:00.000+08:00

to aloy who misses me very very very much...
blink 182 i miss you too. and IM HERE.
<3 claris.

haha... okay, cheap thrill.

so anyways, my class was late for 20 mins of ATP EL lesson. the other four classes were already there. haha. we were happily playing cards in class, assuming that ATP was to be in class. till..... 45 mins later. so we came in a with grand enternce, the 18 of us.

it was damn anticlimax from the highness of playing cards to..... .. .. .. listening to another one of those lectures we've been to.

i realised how much i like my class. just that, im not sure whether i wanna go the chalet. yet.

-i really do like my class.
and daily scoops.

sex drugs and rocknroll.

2006-07-29T09:41:00.000+08:00

okay. this is damn secular. but i absoultely love this song.. (:

just part of the song yeah? presenting Sex Drugs And RocknRoll by Guns n Roses

and they told me
to praise the lord
but i've been waiting for so long
for him to call me back
i think i'm gonna go pray
at Betty Ford
and they told me
that life was fair
i can't smoke a plant that was made by God
but i can kill my wife if i'm a football player
and they told me,
they told me to just ignore
but i'd rather smoke crack
outta Nancy Reagan's skull
while gettin' a blowjob
from Tiff Gore.

chorus:
man, don't tell me about love and peace
or that the Joneses have a handgun
pointed at me
don't tell me to just say no
i'm an addict, i say don't let me go
whatever happened to sex drugs n' rock n' roll?
now we just have AIDS crack and techno

whao that was damn good... (:

- look at the fear we're feeling.

HELP ME angela's dish.

2006-07-28T17:51:00.000+08:00

hey. sure. no problem.

guns and roses are insane!! slash is crazy... i think he should be put into IMH.
wait.. that's meant to be a compliment turned wrong. but i still think he's damn hot.

-theres something wrong, and i dont know what.

intensive blogging.

2006-07-22T21:23:00.000+08:00

okay. im going to post my biggest regret of baybeats o6'.

claris " but i've this large hole to hang some stuff which looks ulgy without anything on it"
cheryl "the baybeats landyard! (: you didnt buy it. ): "

okayy... so, i really would like one... how cool will that be with my yellow cat shape silicon nano protector. haha!! damn... five bucks... .. .. ... wasted. over the three days. i didnt get anything when i said i wanted to!! arsed...

):

-delet all the previous post.

AMEN.

2006-07-22T14:02:00.000+08:00

i got this INGENIOUS feeling/idea!! haha... not ingenious la.

the feeling is very powerful.

i think mission trips to a third world country will be an eye opener for our young sheltered youths. our youths are really sheltered. and i've a feeling that over there, the love of god will shine exceptionally bright. i'll pray.

-in jesus name.

Ring.

2006-07-22T07:16:00.000+08:00

more of angela's dish, yellow card and blink 182.
less of the get up kids, boxcar racer and dashboardconfessional.

didnt get to go meet jer and yuan. didnt go to wtbs cause i was way too tired to sit up right with my eyes open. but i did get to spend a lot of money. and i could swear its a syptom of stress OR the effect of cheryl being beside me. oh wells.

-i cant live, i cant breath unless you do this with me.

life isnt all a ha hee hee.

2006-07-20T20:56:00.000+08:00

): not going to school tomorrow, its way too depressing.

jer baby texted me, i just called her. i really hope i can meet her tomorrow and trash everything out. grades suck. i've absolute no life. whatmore ? am taking self pity on myself... how symphatatic of me...

need to show her my ppr. and all the other pink marks on it. mommy didnt scold, nor did anything other than asking me to enroll for tuition. i dont know man.. but i so am in need of whatever it'd take to help pull my grades up.

ohgeez. im meant to be relying on myself to study. now , im counting on tuitors. cheryl used to reprimand me on relying too much on edmund. man.... i missed him. oh, btw, i passed fiq his number. really hope i had helped cause fiq asked to tuition together. heh heh..

its just so gonna be an excuse. but oh wells, whatever man. he's known me like since pri6? sec1? i dont know baby, he just rocks my socks. misses.

OH!!! that reminded me... geez, forgot to tell fiq he's off to taiwan.

-i need jero'neal.
yuan long baby can call me too.

shake it.

2006-07-20T16:16:00.000+08:00

i'll love to scan you a sheet of my grades, just that i dont know how to use my scanner.

urhh. not that i did good at all. you've no idea how many pink marks i have. not that i love pink either (haha. inside joke). but i did really terrible and i feel like crap.

pray for another friend.

-sec 4s have some servere no-life problems.
*nic, pong's trying to contact you. he misses you. call him back.
* oh , to mell and chris, i've a smoking joke to tell you, so you guys gotta remind me. plus, i realised how hard it is to quit smoking, its most probably as hard as quitting my habit of peeling my nails. a habit is a habit after all.

REAL RADICAL RED HOT CHILLI PEPPERS.

attempted murder.

2006-07-19T17:01:00.000+08:00

the starting line.... IS SO HOT.

punk gone acoustic , punk tried pop, punk now going to paino.
the piano song was so Good.
playing favourites are one of my favourites too.
Im Real is one which caught my ear even more so.

-time does not wait for you.

Electives.

2006-07-18T17:18:00.000+08:00

happy birthday shafiq baby!! (:

iloveyou. haha...

-zul was a mosher.

was this the talk on discipleship?

2006-07-17T18:54:00.000+08:00

" But many who are first will be last, and the last will be first."
Mark 10:31

" ... Instead, whoever wants to become great among you must be your servant, and whoever wants to be first must be slave of all. For even the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for the many."
Mark 10:43-45

that meant a lot to me.

urhh... felt shitty at school. woke up with 5hours of sleep (all baybeats fault la!!) and realised that i was to have chinese O's listening later in the afternoon. when your braincells are dead, you eyes being teary tired and you ach in your muscles.

-bounce bounce. ;p
naughty weizhi.

nutella for breakfast lunch and dinner.

2006-07-16T15:59:00.000+08:00

i couldnt resist this one.

its been two days i miss long and jer so damn much. hey you two, i like it when we all wear flipflops out.

not even sure whether i want to go for baybeats. am damn tired.

peiluans on her way now!!!!!

-i cant believe this, but im starting to stuff myself with 182.

outside peanut butter, inside jelly.

2006-07-15T10:34:00.000+08:00

Friday, July 14, 2006

studied with ma babes, claris and jermaine at sixth avenue today! it was a happy happy day! and and its been long since i saw claris! oh gawd. GRANNY MOk enjoyed my time with u! know u will be reading this =]
-taken from long's blog.

yesh i know i'd read it too. hahaha... love you guys to core. *that warm wuzzy fuzzy feeling.*

once i told.

2006-07-15T10:10:00.000+08:00

i hate it when i try so hard and it doesnt pay off and for those who didnt even try got almost as good as i. its That feeling. but oh wells... the grades aint gonna change itself. so thats sort of a consolation i'll suppose.

YESTERDAY:
so anything bout school was disturbing

anything after school was hot. lunch out with huiying weizhi and jess. (: love you dearies. haha. i know you guys love me too. ;p on my way back, yuan texted. GOT TO MEET YUAN AND JER AN HOUR AFTER THAT!!!!!! hahahahhahaha.

went to veins. talked. TRIED to study. talked. and ate a lot. i swear its both their faults. haha. eat so much. hurr hur.

and so we hung out. almost 7 i hopped on a bus to town. for "dinner" with cheryl. and we chilled at baybeats (just nice for TGSE). the great spy experiment was best. WGB was kind of disappointing ... *secret. lets leave it that way.*

met that david guy too. the one from grace meth? yeahh... that one. and a cousin.

matt went to play during lovemebutch. and i went for supper with pong cheryl and chris. (: hung out. left at 0115. (: pop tart was good, just that... haha. yuan will love it. just that i felt a lot of them acted as if they could dance. bounce bounce. ;p teens. ohwells. hahahahah..

look whose talking.

convertables are damn nice to ride in at night. (:

-loves.

wake me up.

2006-07-13T18:46:00.000+08:00

school was awesome!! haha. especially during english with leejing sebas and dap.

the best thing to do when most bored is to talk LOTS OF CRAP and... pluck out the Know Drug Pin. prey them open. and redo our own badges with our own designs. and put the whole pin back together. (: they look hot really. and wearing them around school at the chest pockets were damn nice. cause it was all pink and purple. ;p

we did so many. talked so much crap.

saisayserns wants my drumming pin. my favourite one. haha. i drew a whole drum set on paper, and that was the design. ;p pink. really nice. but its for ME!! haha. <3 tomorrow la.

not only that, but the whole company throughout the day was damn fun. love you peeps.

-pray for my friend pls.
she got into a car accident cause they were playing at midnight at 190km/h. attempted to do a turn without slowing down.the car flipped 6 times. she got worst injured. a piece of metal went through her arm. now into compulsive smoking. ):

JC. i need you.

2006-07-13T06:33:00.000+08:00

it sucks so bad.

that feeling.
that grade.
that needing to tell.
that consequence.
that demoralising.
that hurt from all that trying.

but i could say.... (: at least i got to talk to mich in a really long time. got to catch up with her. so thats a plus. might be meeting up some time soon, after all , we school so near each other. loveyou. hadnt told her yet... how it sucks so bad, and still got a nag nevertheless.

-lets all take care .

paint yourself a picture-FIRST DATE.

2006-07-09T19:00:00.000+08:00

i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book.i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book.i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book.i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book.i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book.i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book. i lost my dnt book.

ARGHH!!! *()$&%&%

i hate when you know you're so not prepared and people expect something big. ^%&*$
i hate it when i cant find my textbook. #*%)(
i hate it when people lock their doors. *%^(%
i hate talking when others are talking. )$^#
i hate it when people wants to change you. (%&$#*@$

i especially hate it when i cant study!! just because i cant find my book or when i just cant take in anything!! ARGH.

-flipp over.
pet peeves sucks. so i might as well learn to love everything. inculding the green stuff on my plate ..

we walk through the door.

2006-07-07T21:36:00.000+08:00

though we dont really hang out much anymore, we still can talk, if only given the chance.

so anyway, nic and i went to catch a basic's gig. sucked larr... the results. ohwells. anyway, its surprise surprise.

after that, nic and i happily hopped onto any bus whichever came and walked ourselves to holland for dinner. we had a 2hrs dinner at NY.DC. playing with our food. waiters watching us play womenshangwomenxia,womenhojiangjiao. and powerup, shallyshallylongjiangpas, sissors paperstone, etc. will foretes of chilli filled pizzas. and basically, talked and talked and talked.

it was damn fun. and planning a surprise for a buddy.

just came back and realised how important it is to have someone who cares and is someone you can talk to. i mean like... really talk to even if you dont talk to that friend for months. and the first sentence which comes out just come from within. direct. straight. and just truth.

-i love you baby.
and handsome too! sorry i couldnt meet you , you larr! so last min ask me out. hahaa. i love jero'neal babe too! and xinying sweetie. you guys are people i can just spill out to. thanks dearie.

blink182-I Miss You.

2006-07-07T06:23:00.000+08:00

i feel like kicking myself. am really pissed. simply because i walked in the rain yesterday back home. blew at the air conditioner at kap for almost three hours till i went home. came home and didnt shower.

result? i caught the flu bug. and was aching.

consequence? couldnt grasp any information in my head. thats not the worse part. the worse part is that today there'd be two major papers. math p2. and biology! argH. bio... the least i can do now for the paper would be to rely on my memory. oh Son. i tried. i really did.

selfconsole: its okay right? go for the long run. at the end of the day, all these tests doesnt count. its the big paper which really does.

selfdoubt: is that really true?

-itswasjustapeck.

fruit picking time.

2006-07-06T14:20:00.000+08:00

the only reason to why people say that i'll do well, is because they say they see me working hard.

it doesnt really show on my report card , though. the only reason why i am seen working hard is because i dont comprehen stuff as easily as some people. to concepts am an absolute idiot. so i need a longer time , i need to be more hard working.

just that sometimes hard work needs more hard work. ( i learnt that in sec2 mids.)

-the best scenes in life can make the best video.

i wont place my faith in the faith my friends has in you.

2006-07-05T21:56:00.000+08:00

the best worship is the slow songs. (*:

at oral:

teacher " what do you think about a close teacher-student relationship? "

claris (hell damn nervous) " i think... its good, cause teachers are meant to be...... *wanting to find a chinese vocab saying 'role models'*.... . .. . .. .."

teacher " ? what kind of relationship do you have with you teachers? "

claris talked a lot. a lot. a lot. a lot. (: and obviously cooked up some stories here and there, added extra stuff into elaboration.

teacher " ... what... "

claris talked more. (:

teacher " should a teacher be so close so as to go watch movies with their students? "

claris " no. blah blah blah. *a short while*"

teacher "anything else to add? "

claris " yeah. "

(: but my reading sucked shitt. was very bad. cause i was extremely nervous beyond nervous. think i was dying of anxiousity while waiting. but jiaginq and says kept me calm. (: thanks man. esp says. with your funny weird exercises and the awesome testi you had.

!!!! tomorrow still got hist!! im betting on everything russia and berlin. crapp!!! no bao-wor.

-its the anthem of the lord's renoune.

train that gold fish.

2006-07-03T21:43:00.000+08:00

i edtnaw ot etirw emos gniht neam, tub i tsuj tndoulc htiw people morf hcruhc gnidaer.
amen.

lets not talk about exams. karama is really bad. im in an all isuck mode already, karama IS really getting onto me. so anyway, i wanted to go to 6th ave to study today. cause my study buddy was at her ganma's place so she couldnt go. woke up. showered. hitched a ride from mommy.

as xinying put it "i guess its where your feet wanted you to go"
i eventually ended up at the esplanade library. it was 9am!! the library opened at 11. shitt!! you could have imagine how much i wished i went to 6th ave or bugis library (it opens as early as 8 or 830 i think)

so anyway, i found a nice seat outside the library and started reading and reading and doing more reading. i find reading kind of boring you know. oh by the way, the subject i was studying got me blowing hot and cold.. social studies... sigh!!

was meant to meet mommy at her office at 530 so that we could go back together. but cheryl came at 430 to pick me up for her dinner. and i needed to get rid of karama, so that meant retail therapy.

bought two shirts from ZARA!! yayness. gss rocks my socks.

oh , i also realised how much im more of a zara girl than mng.

Lets all walk in PINK.

2006-07-02T21:11:00.000+08:00

Get this in your thick thick skull: smoking kills.

i really really really miss talking to pong. like really miss.. though i missed team genesis today, i must say xinying was great company. and am getting a step nearer to whatever im suppose to be doing.

WE ARE ALL FUNNY PEOPLE!!

-ccc youths inspire me.

flipping scared.

2006-07-01T10:17:00.000+08:00

i want. (: verticalrush's wasnt something i would wear. so ... ): sorry. Marget dr . marget dr. marget dr. school's so close and i dont know how to go.
faris said "queenstown-commonwealth."
ahmad said Alot. and included "dont know how to go take taxi la." -.-"

i want to go to the fire conference later on. theres the youth rally at 230. and one at 730 (not specifically for youths. but... ... -.-" ) call me if you wanna. even if you're a one person go. we'd become two. (:

say HO yesterday. ho ho ho..

-lets all leave.

argh!!! run around the room. go hug some kid.

2006-06-28T21:18:00.000+08:00

oh mans!! yuan's having his oral tomorrow!! ARGHHH!!! dont worry my man, im running round the room for you for me. im jumping off the window for you too... we'd do well im sure. your forte is definitely talking. IN CHINESE! haha. talking a lot at that too. ;p

haha. if they ever ask about flying cars you know what to say right? POMP! xia jue. (is that how you spell it? but ohwells, i know you know what i mean la.) haha. that's be cool, if they really do ask. just not on my date please!! haha. i wont be able to put it to words.

yuan, just remember you're good at doing it. so theres no need to fear what you're good at . (: take care my man.

this part onwards is just a way of letting IT (karma) out. so you could ignore me:

its comes and goes. Chinese o'level paper was just last month.. okay, last last month, but that doesnt count cause we're still in June. so it was last month. and people are going for their oral tomorrow. mines on the 5th. Wednesday according to dap.

im going " gen wo jiang hua yu! " (: till wednesday okay, so bare with me. especially to xinying jess and weizhi and dap man. so im counting on you guys yeah? loves.

prelim one starts on friday. .... ... ... ... no comments. ... .. ... i dont want karma , aloy. DONT WANT!!!

-aiyah. im just flipping out basically.

Wake Me Up Shop and Put LeeJing To Sleep.

2006-06-26T19:03:00.000+08:00

damn slack arhhh!!!

heyy leejing, Put You To Sleep!
hahaha...

seriously, today couldnt get any more slack than slacking is.

i got a new math HOD whose going to be my mathematical teacher. i hope thats good news really. he's going to game us after our prelim1 that he'd go own the whole school from 630 to 930 pm. everyday other than weekends. to study. just for us. you think we're gamed? i wonder. really.

-this is my new study plan.

Guilt Show.

2006-06-24T20:46:00.000+08:00

its Grossly Hilarious.
this is a much watch if you have absolutely nothing to do. never laughed so hard in a long long while. this video will definitely perk you up. if you have a back ach and is hunching over the computer, must watch. its a one stop remedy.

okay. its the end of the holidays. its back to studying. hadnt been doing much of it this month. am illprepared.

-yuanlong eats angkukui (is that how you spell it)

you are the only one.

2006-06-24T08:01:00.000+08:00

when he comes. no one can stop him.

when you speak in his name, people will know.
when you share in his name, people hearts will change.

and you look at the people around you. you know he is there.

i love you lord.
and i lift my voice.
to worship you .
all my soul , rejoice.
take joy my king.
in what you hear.
let it be a sweet Sweet sound.
in your ear.

(:

before i came to know him. before my relationship was built on such foundation. i never really knew what life was all about. after i failed a test, i questioned myself. i questioned my foundation. i succumbed to fear. just as i did wrong, the next day all will have to face consequences.

and i did.

our relationship was nothing like before. i threw him out . i closed my doors. i shut my ears. i shut my eyes. all of these from where i saw him do his wonders , speaking to me. i was so scared that i wont be able to make it and prove to the world, when you sort you out. so i shut myself out from you . and i walked futher away.

many a times i prayed . begging back a relationship so close as before. i cried for days. a little territory of mine. but nothing happened. for months. and months. okay, things did happen. but were you there? i wasnt sure. how can i not be sure? you are King.

yesterday i knew you when i walked back. when i came back to the point as before i had Nothing. at all. i was taken back. when deanrush spooke, it was i. the hallowness began to fill. now im full in the spirit. i know. he wants to give even more. so i'd not say im full. im hungry. now i hunger like never before. i know... .... .. he is there, relationship restored, when i saw you smile back at me. once again.

put a new song in my heart.
sing a new song for my king.
you are the song that i sing.

it dawn on me why everything the guys got raided, i wasnt there. when something happened to the guys, i wasnt there. surprisingly. why i didnt take a cig. why when there were man in blue (actually street cop) coming up to them, i wasnt there. and suddenly when everyone goes into a toil, im out and beyond what i was before. i was made new. i didnt hang out with them no more when destruction started to pour in.

when everything was stripped away. i had nothing. only then i knew who was really beside me all the way. i knew who desired me most. who missed me most. when i thought i was able to walk in his name. Things and Stuffs fill in for me, 'his plann' i'd think. no. i just brought me futher from him.

now i love you lord. cause i remembered. and i will continue. always will.

memories replayed by a camera.

2006-06-23T09:42:00.000+08:00

i miss yuan long i miss yuan long. i miss yuan long.
i miss jer'oneal. i miss jer'oneal. i miss jer'oneal.

am talking to one of the two now. realised how long we havent met up. it sucks shitt. com'on man, lets go out now!!

-master every confidence i have.

sonicfest 200356!

2006-06-22T18:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEBAS!!! !! !!
hope you liked surprise. cause happy surprise birthday sebas!! (:

met dap at starbucks 930ish. (*: to study. haha. and window shopping.
after that went to meet ibu and wid before we went to find our birthday boy and two other party planners. <3

watched silent hill. the funny thing was at cine people were meant to walk in for rated movies right? (all movies are rated. im referring to 16 and above). but the guy who did our ticketing order said " because got so many of you that'd i've to check for ic." haha...

ohwells! sebas was the youngest there so that was a lucky off.

silent hill was damn good. (:

-hunt and you shall be hunted.

no go. no goal.

2006-06-20T07:48:00.000+08:00

the international music contest.
love the layouts, not too heavy. (:

whoever did photographing for this site is damn good.
not the shirt pictures, the background.

finee!! mommy thinks im not studying, so i'd be a nice bastard la. dont go for soccer right? right. !!!! !!! !!!! !!!! !!!!!! !!. !! !!! !!!!! !'! !!! !!!!!!!!, !'! !!!! !!!.... actually no, i cant do it. that's insane even if i was to say i was studying for myself. and even i was for her, i'd just flipping switches give up. but nooo... i'm studying for a daddy in my life. so now what? friends vs selfintereset (for a good cause). piss off la, im not going anymore. happy now?

- if only if you want me to.

parents, watch what your daughter wears.

2006-06-19T21:18:00.000+08:00

oh god. i flipping wrote this and posted it up on the oc blog.

-[FOR THE SAKE OF FUTURE GENERATIONS]-

earlier on, when i was on my way back home.

i saw this girl with a skirt, just nicely covering her buttcheeks. SO PRETTY ARH! so not nice. not as if her skirt was tucked round her thighs, sticking to it like glue. rather, it was those light flowy kinds, if the wind blew straight towards her... *shakes head.*

what more, was her boyfriend walking beside her. come'on man, would you like your girl creeping out a big chunck of meat to uncles and aunties walking behind you; staring?

her skirt's level was just above of a young kid's eye level man!! would you like your girl/daughter/friend to expose her smooth white butt to pure innocent toddlers? so no go. ( oh, btw, it reminded me of david goh asking leejing during dnt. the issue on teacher's butt being smoother than your sandpapered project.)

though, its really splended that a skirt that short could do some use. revealing her tighs (all the way up) made her seriously look a head taller than what she may really be. honest. she'd look taller if she didnt wear those thick chunkie flat boots either, if what she was aiming for was to look Taller.

about the skirt, im not sure about that really.
parents, how do you let your daughter go out in THAT piece of cloth?

-oh geez.

"have you ever thought why you pay more for less cloth?"
nic, when shopping.

its an okay picture.

2006-06-18T16:26:00.000+08:00

omg. thats supposed to be Ronin? ... .. .. .. ..

-3dash1<3

heard of ZZZ?

2006-06-17T19:49:00.000+08:00

if any of you are wondering about celine and i, we're cool.

---

urhh.... its going to be another one of those undiscovered talent shows.
butt heyy! this one is good. or so i think for peterwolf.

---

foolball for you?
oh! did you get to catch this advertisment... i forgot how it goes. its something like this football guy being football-mesmerised.
eat drink sleep dream Football... but at the end, its some great caption and endorsing something you never thought it'd be about. (: its nice.

---

i had a great time surfing youtube. (:

Introducing LOCAL:
electrico's Runaway. (love this song)
baybeats day3. (:
pugjelly's I. (they're damn hot.)
sawloser's Mr Know It All. (check out uber cute vocalist.)
EIC's Poof. (they're damn good. video, though, is a shakes head.)
Ronin's Black Maria.
Vertical Rush's Angel. (but this is the best quality i can get man, sorry.)

west grand boulevard. AIYAHH! the pictures suck, the sound on the video sucked.
wanted to get the same song, one with the new cute vocalist vs daphne khoo. oh, btw, they're playing day1 at baybeats.

-dont forget.

it'd be your bithday next month.

2006-06-16T13:07:00.000+08:00

so pampered AH!!

haha!!!!!! !! !! !!!!

i'd be going to malaysia on sunday i think. cause tomorrow's saturday and its father's day this week. ... .. .. .. .. .. okay, i dont know either.

-i got you guys something.

its all in white.

2006-06-14T21:08:00.000+08:00

angels and airwaves are damn good.

sometimes the whole head thinking thing isnt one bit good. it totally screws up what you want to feel. and you do know its wrong beyond wrong... argh.. kkccuf kkcuff kcuuf. is there one day that i dont think about this whole <> thing?

so anyway, was so bored at biology (not that it was boring, i just wasnt mentally there) that i plucked all my nails... its now like zero nail percentage lar.. and went to watch cars with cheryl... show ): ): ): not goo d. but retail therapy was REALLY GOOD.

got a pair of shoes from charles and keith. got mommy a pair of earings and a necklace from b'dazzel. cheryl got a hotcake jacket. IMP is having a 2 for 30$ sale, im thinking, thinking, thinking. still thinking about the nice shirts.

oh btw, i think dashboard confessional is really good. like comparing all punk bands, no.1 would be The Starting Line, followed by All Americian Rejects than DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL!! (: its damn good. boxcar would be somewhere tied in between yellowcard and angels and airwaves.

lost is more exciting than the oc. (: boston legal's playing right now... im tired.. will join cheryl in a while.

-you know what? i think shopping's really good for the soul.

change that thing.

2006-06-13T20:13:00.000+08:00

school's damn fun. (: at least two hours a day is fun for me. fine enough. i like sitting beside zach by the way. he's damn smart la. closet mugger!!

meet mell to study. ): wanted to go watch cars... aiyahh! classmatesah... why pangseh? ):

haha. anyway. today was damn productive so thats a plus.
dext came along too... very funny uncle. (:
cheryl came to meet us too.
so that'd make three retards and one sane person Retarded! (:

but i like that as it is/was. (:

-you knock me out of my socks. heavy.
everything's getting personal out here.

tired hog.

2006-06-12T18:37:00.000+08:00

damn tired. woke up freaked out cause i thought it was 9. yesterday we reached back around 930 immediately hit for the beds.

went to school, i bet i didnt grasp anything. went to meet mom for lunch cause i thought i wanted to go over to the esplanade to study, like duh. the past four days were blardy slack. lunched and realised how tired i was, went back home after falling asleep on the floor. nah, after sleep-shopping.

okay... get ready for the big bang, this i have to say:

towerrecords were selling the athelete for 33.95$ i was in this shop today and got it for 18buckaroos. damnit lar. am a happy kid. was dabbling whether to go get greenday americian idiot and eagle eye chery disireless. it's still cheaper there in any birds case.

but realised that the athelete was most worth my money, and i really REALLY really wanted to get it... (: so claris was a happy kid.

was walking back to the pier aka bus stop. and thought to myself "americian idiot is 10bbucks lar. what if i never come back again? but i could get it any time from nic man... but, its 10flipping bucks man!!" rushed back to go get the cd.

realised there were the same two cds side by side , one was 18 another was 10. its the same. just that the one costing 10 had some chinese introuduction paper of green day. duhh... 10bucks suits me fine. (:

nananana!

now... local bands. local bands. local bands. cds. i need. very very much.
oh, by the way, electrico's playing at baybeats, nic and i want to go. butt its a sunday though... yet again, They're Damn Hot. ;p

oh btw, mell ash cheryl nico nic cherns i totally forgot david's number la. ): suckawaste from the forfeit and ash shouting across the coach to david wasnt excatly one bit glam. thankyoukiddo.

-last night.

goosified show.

2006-06-08T07:44:00.000+08:00

ryan is not a bastard anymore. and i cant caterogrise tray... he's a bastard yet at the same time he's such a nice guy and he'd do anything ANYTHING at all to try fix any problem his or his bud's. but why did he have to rape marisa! oh son...

plus marisa and her mom!! oh gosh. her mom is so not role model, but at the same time she knows how to feel human, i think pointing the gun at jimmy's head was utterly crazy, but yeahh... when you think about it, everyone feels. plus marisa, only have to add salt onto the wound, why cant see be as nice to her mom as she is to ryan and tray.. gaghhh.

contriverses. ): i dont like.

i swear the oc is blardy additictive. i mean, other than the fact theres a hottie like seth... the show is still just as good. i'd love to bring this laptop to KL and we'd just be watching all the seasons over and over again.

its damn funny. especially SETH!! (:
but i really really really dont like the part where tray was being such a nice idiot to his brother and then run off. and he didnt take the money. but he tried to "protect" marisa, but... arghh!! stupid show.

-time and time again.

if god made you, he's in love with me.

2006-06-07T17:34:00.000+08:00

we're leaving tomorrow!! lallalalaalla. to all those not going: Wahha!! too bad. ):

sorry, haha. but ..... ponn school ponn school PONN SCHOOL!!! mwahahah...

okay, i feel evil. but oh wells, PON SCHOOL! for ... tomorrow and friday!! lalallalaala. life cant get anybetter than pontanging. (:

i managed to squeeze all my clothes into one bag.
hey chris and ash!! SEE!! ha! pffffttt... its a bag not a luggage bag, and its ONE bag, not even near three. ha!!

kinda excited, just that... im going to be bringing a book or two along to study on the way. how sad can singaporeans be? ):

oh wells. gtg. gotta go help cheryl with her handicraft thing, she's hasnt packed and is working tonight. yayness cheryl, you win. (:

im going to miss my school buddies. hehhhh!! NO SCHOOL!!!

- i cant get enough of it.

-IF GOD MADE YOU, HE'S IN LOVE WITH ME-

the ugly insides.

2006-06-06T20:57:00.000+08:00

ryan's a jarkarse. he couldnt even believe in own brother, some brother.
once twice and thrice, what a smart kid. doesnt he learn? considering his nice character , why ? its so sad.... that he couldnt even trust his brother? train was so nice to forgive him over again. buy the watch and get pissed off over diginity, thats damn hot. not to mention the yellow bean bag.

marisa is really pretty by the way. i think she has just got the most beautiful eyes.
she's so sweet throwing the party for train. and ryan got pissed off. great. just great.... the oc is so screwed up.

seth was ozzing hotness until after what he said at his secret meeting with reed. and he didnt even tell summer about reed. whatta boyfriend. oh wells, seth's still really hot anyway... ((;

am so hooked onto the show. (:

mel and i went out to study today. wanted to meet up cause we hadnt in a really long while. so i texted all the churchies first, was thinking if there wasnt going to be any reply, i'd call weizhi and see whats up.

was raining cats and dogs. but... (: at least i started my studying for the holiday.
not so productive considering the five hours i sat there heating eggs. but... oh wells, its a start right?!?! right!! (:

so anyway, theres five weeks this month, and i just got a little stach in the account... i made up a want to buy list:
1. the pretty havianas.
2. new swim suit.
3. watch over the hedge!!
4. catch poseidon.
5. that nice car show! MUST WATCH!!! 8june .
6. arena bag.
7. oh oh!!! tha rabbit bag we saw yesterday night. its only 30 bucks. am in a dilemma... arena vs rabbit bag.
8. the shawl like drap thing. (: very hot.
9. brown addidas jacket/sweater.

okayy.. now thats a lot of money needed. i'd see how.

-damn piss off..
guess with who? the usual.

I LOVE YOU. lets get married.

2006-06-04T22:25:00.000+08:00

to chris cherns pong mel cheryl nic.

HAPPY FIRST YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!

i got a little piece of thought i want to tell mell... so here it goes,
MELL!! we love you very very much. want to affirm you that you're always welcomed.
into the number of people we are as a clique. into the new people the clique has brought in to.
into the fun and love and joy and peace we have always shared.
it really is You that brought so much joy and laughter... and we really want to share the love to the new people brought into this clique. oldest member, may the force be with you. love peace and darlie smiles fall upon you like grace. i want you to know the people around me better, im sure they'll love you like i do. and i really do miss hanging out with you , very much.

this goes to chris cherns and pong too... i really do miss you guys.

i miss all the hanging out. parties. talking. singing. everything. including the durian stuffing up our arses.

maybe we have focused so much onto reaching out that we forget ourselves. so much that i miss you guys like core.

now school has started, everyones going there seperate ways. i eagerly wait for thursday to come, so that we can rekindle our first love and the love we have for each other. i want late nights , trying to prep worship and end up falling asleep in our room leaving people helping but not in our rooms (ie. cherns and chris) there ...

i love you guys so much. feel as if god took the first step and intervine in our lives ... so much that over this one year it feels as if its been really really long. so much that i miss you guys when i cant hang out much anymore. so much that i've got you guys pictures on my desk in school (hey!! thats true okay)...

serious.!!

its different to be loved by christians and friend from school.

-in jesus name may thursday come in 24hrs.

banana monkeys and goodbyes.

2006-06-03T12:00:00.000+08:00

this 's the design.

this is the shirt. i dont like the picture though. the shirt's still hot.

this is the design.

this is the shirt.

this is the design.

this is the shirt.

-all shirts at threadless.com

this is hilarious.

oh , i've a blardy big zit on my chin. FUGLY UGLY POOK!

do not read unless adult.

2006-06-01T19:59:00.000+08:00

im honestly quite scared. i mean, everyone's 19.

does this happen like once a year? last year it was abortion. this year it was about marriage.
im actually quite bothered about how the Y-Generation really goes.

i mean, last month they just caught some sec2s ______.
now its this. and really, how much more can this go?

it kills the pretty pretty image i had of you. and you.

you guys were much more.

two years ago, one said that its highly important to keep _____ before marriage.
can no one control physical attraction anymore? hmm... it'd be hard really, and thats true. i know it.

a few months ago, the girls were having a conversation of whether you think you'd keep that precious gold till marriage. hmm... i wonder now.

im just disturbed, and i dont know what about.

okayy... maybe its because that whole pretty girl imagine just confuses me, and thats what im revolving around.

-i dont think its good to post about this right?

Lao Da come le!!

2006-05-30T23:06:00.000+08:00

GREAT DAY!!

i woke up to mommy's air-con off-ing and window-opening sounds/noises. whatever that meant.
only to realise its 7am! and im meant to meet friends at 745. i havent thought of what to wear or showered or had breakie. so thats bad.

a bad start often shines the brighter part of the day out more.

went to SP with jiesi and xinying. (:
one whole group of 4/2 people were waiting for us. we headed into the lecture theather, it was Huge. speech was boring. weizhi was late.

at breakfast branch, i met chinlong, a senior. we talked for quite a while.
then i headed off to find my friends.

after that, we went for a course speech and tour.
i saw UNCLE ANDREW. dont know whether he saw me or not. there were a large number of people. the tour was fun... i met a new friend. tour group facililator. he feed me an ego-boster pill , so that made the day better. not to mention the highness i felt buzzing around weizhi huiying jess and whoever la. all the ntss people who signed up for the course.

my initial reluctance of going for the event turned out awesome. MC is very very apealling. so thats good.

we ended early, we had a great ended to the course with the new people.
shuxian and i went back together. i took a bus to town. (:
met aloy nico rach anton. met cheryl, thought she was going to watch XMEN too... damnit, she wasnt cause she had a bad day.

the table at the foodcourt couldnt squeeze two extra people. talked to aloy, then went off with cheryl to yoshi for our own lunch. we had a good time. came back for the show. on time, but it had this super long advertisment time... 20minutes!! flipping crazy.

the show storyline was... heh, bad. but... the graphics were damn good.

after that. dani nico and i went shopping!! (:

hung out damn long. so i headed off to wid's party. at Pasir ris. ):
reached around 6 plus. but.. .the party was great!! jon zah everyone else. alvin jiaqing were damn hilarious. we played cards. murder and detective which was Damn Funny. till 8. then alvin and i wanted to leave. the gang followed out. some of us got fake tattoos. now, im an offical laoda. haha. kidding.

we hung around for really long till i kicked alvin's butt to get going. dap and jiaqing followed us . mrt back was damn fun. quite lar.

im home. journaled. showered. am going to sleep. nights.

empty apartments.

2006-05-29T21:20:00.000+08:00

its over. and i feel good.

theres been two topics i've been avoiding this week really:
1. god, actually no. its not really about that. its something else.
2. i forgot... now that i think of it. was playing with cheryl.

i've got my room back btw.
its awfully clean right now.
wicked.
just hope celine would pick up her socks and dump it in the laudry.

see you tell her.

-there is.

wang shang ri ji.

2006-05-28T18:56:00.000+08:00

i'd love to type in chinese. that'd be so absolutely not cool. but... (: chinese's o's tomorrow.

went to church, unnoticingly missed lesson cause nic and i were the last to settle what was needed for church camp and ended up poking our nose in the settling of some camp matters, i.e group leaders, asst leaders, group leaders and more asst leaders. was kinda crapp fun. a lot of nonsense.

then when everything was over, we were assigned to hunt some particular people. which information needed from 'em to get back to the camp comm.

was tired of waiting and being indecisive. nic ash and i decisively (thats a change!) walked to the gate leaving everyone behind. whatever. that caught up. we were caught in the rain. hitched a ride from the nice lady at last yr's camp with her two kids.

there was a big group at lunch today.
thank you yiling and dani for pumping us with sweets as an "add-oil/encouragement" for our studying. we love you. (: thanks aloy for your sms, it made a hell lot of sense.

im all ready for tomorrow!! (:
i'd be fine with god's grace flowing. nothing i do now can really be much of a help other than god's grace. freaking out and stressing out, i'd leave 'em out if i could. so no more studying for me today, just gonna go have an early rest.

we hung around, trying to get some work down. futile. maybe a little use.
ash came over. the voice layout team was there. we waited tv. then ash went off. nic and i wanted to go to the study room to sleep, cause theres nothing in my room now for the new flooring parcheting thing. we went over to the games room, it was locked. went to the gym... crashed a small corner and started studying shitt. it was good.

(:

-in jesus name be with me.

battle of the bands.

2006-05-27T15:51:00.000+08:00

it was the conversation i'd love to avoid the most. thank you.

he just wasnt .... you know. argh. i dont.
its all very hazed for me. so dont ask me. theres something wrong. the whole world can tell. and i dont want to do anything about it. i dont know how. nor could i just want to do it. cause i dont want to do it. and i dont know that man standing infront of me no more.

it wasnt the best topic to talk at a mini crash party.

arghh... dont get me thinking. i dont like what i read when i checked it up.
so dont. just dont. please dont. stop.

-singaporean rejects.

im not studying... ):

2006-05-26T11:52:00.000+08:00

why is everyone wanting to know who he is, what he does ,etc.
i mean, you know He Is God. so... what else is there?

okay, im not saying that it is not important to get to know more about him and see what the Truth has installed for us.

but isnt his second coming more important? so why is less people tackling the Revelations?
gagghh... duh, course its hard obviously! ;p

what im saying, isnt profeting teaching more important. like, i'd want to know when he's coming. and stuff like that. whats going to happen or what larr. and when we're going to reunite. of course, its crazy lar. i love my time on earth ... (:

heh. but no.1 important is : Evanglism!!
no.2 important: knowing his second coming.

like... i mean, we gotta study his second coming. and definitely spread his word. i mean, think people think!!

if, his second coming is tomorrow unknown time. think around you how many people you love very very much isnt christians nor have heard about christ. then you think what He said "i am the WAY, the truth and the life. only by me .... blah blah blah, i forgot" only by me will you have eternal life, i think or something around that line.

the people you love VERY VERY much dont know jesus christ and has not accepted him.

so lets say, if there really is heaven whereby only through jesus christ will bring you to it. then, by the end of life; on earth... where would your bestest of bestfriend go to?

DAMN SAD Right?

its easy for 2nd and any else below that generation, cause least they have their family.
its easier for mg girls and ac guys or any other christian schools, cause majority of them know god.

its a hetic world outside. its crazy to see.

-leave me alone.

go talk a walk. its not gonna work.

2006-05-24T19:08:00.000+08:00

okay. so im going to cool off ... leave me awhile .

-there aint really anything much to say anymore.
other than, my chance of talking to dap... bout my r/s with jesus christ. (:

you are holy. lord god almighty.

2006-05-23T20:55:00.000+08:00

jesus take all that i am.

okay, here's something long commented towards something i said.
" at last! something logical you've said."
cant remember the phrase excatly. but it goes around there.

oh? what did i say. something i got to clear too.

mama = grandma.
"mama = ma the ma."

(:

and that was what i said.

-im flipping scared.

let out of the bag.

2006-05-21T14:19:00.000+08:00

mama has left. already!!
she's most probably on the plane right now.

arghh... i'd miss you.
theres no one to dote on me anymore. ):
FOR THE NEXT THREE MONTHS! she's going to have concentrate fully on doting my cousins in canada. and i wont be seeing her for the NEXT THREE MONTHS!!

im a damnf klutz. just half a day out ,and so many mishaps.
-its our secret.

this was one week before.

2006-05-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

and so i did try my best. (; to get my arse there on time.

try this:

8am wake up.
9am have already eaten, now showering and changing.
10am makingup for later, cause you know you'd never have time. and getting your arse to the study room to go do some work before tuition.
1130am maths tuition.
2pm your chinese tuitor comes, you gotta chase your maths tuitor out.
330pm you're still at tuition when its meant to be over.
400pm finally its over! you change, and do some touch up.
420pm you get yourself out of the house.
440pm you get yourself a bus.
515pm you meet your friends when you were meant to meet 'em at 3pm.
600pm you're meant to meet your mom for dinner.
700pm you offically leave after much stalling.
720pm you get yourself a bus.
749pm still stuck in a jam at PS.
815pm dinner.
930pm you go to the club.
1030pm you finish a bath.
1040pm you go fetch your sister.
1100pm home sweet home.

im tired. but im a happy kid yes?
i got a pretty cap, thanks to yuan. ((:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NC16 KIDDO!!
while... the rest cant , just yet. ;p

i'd upload the pictures tomorrow or something.
mama's leaving tomorrow for three months in canada, theres no one to look after me anymore. no one to dote me anymore. ):

-yayness!

the young and old. the withered and the strong.

2006-05-19T19:24:00.000+08:00

lala. surprise surprise , in the house. (;

i believe in my teachers. i believe the belif that they have the knowledge to teach me. for me.

i never met so many MG girls at clem in my whole entire life. i got to catch up with my new-oldfriends. (: yayness.

street e is scary. but utmost fun. tomorrow's going to be fun too...
filled with Math Tuition in the morning, Chinese Tuition half and hour after maths till afternoon, and i'd see what i can do with nic around. (: and yes, surprise surprise, lala, in the house. (;

its a very very special day for a very special someone whom we love very very much.

happy new year!!

its like the guys grew all so big larr.
when i saw the picture.
hell no... i cant wait. so very much. for a special day to come. (: or special someone.

so anyway. if there was one thing i learnt that i'd keep it'd be from GAP.
"you are the best." -eejay, last night of camp.
its a tang; for people, just so that you can pump 'em up. and im really blessed to be born in such a family, with mommy doing the "you're the best" tang in a very special and different way.
-its mother's day.
and i want to crapp.

its called fruits lala.

2006-05-18T19:27:00.000+08:00

i prayed a prayer seeking the reasons i do street (e). and what really is the reason i want to do it. what is my purpose. not searching for a biblical answer, all i could do was to pray.

a short prayer. on spur of the moment. i forgot about it within two days.

while studying , i saw a lady, i knew.
sherlyn's godmom. i forgot her name, hey!! its not like she didnt forget mine too okay. ;p

she was at the table beside ours with clestine.
walked past us, i tapped her on the shoulders. and HEY!! (: hello!! exchange greetings.

introduced us to another girl, jolene. i think. ;p
we talked and talked. she made herself comfortable. she got to know two other friends. of mine. (:

i have a gut feeling. and i know it is.
i trust it is.
so yes, it shall be.
i trust my god to heal. i trust the trust that i entrusted god with.

-poofy eyes , she saves the day.

and here it is.

2006-05-17T17:10:00.000+08:00

Fallen, with no escape.

My pants seem tighter now.

Frozen in a world with curtains draped,

i learned to fart without sound.

The girl i saw under the oak.

her smile never failed to freeze me.

The world stopped speaking whenever she spoke,

everyone in it disappears, except the bumblebees.

Her hair caught the sunlight and shimmered at me,

making my ass start to wiggle like mad.

As the green grass at her feet rose to her knees,

and all the way up to tickle her pad.

Burning the bridges the bridges that brought me there first,

Fear started to spread over my sweaty boxers.

My uncertainty grew, and confidence worse,

as my bladder started to burst

this is hilarious. suckaryandgaysern.copyright.

-holy.....

even when your hope is gone.

2006-05-17T17:03:00.000+08:00

we havent talked in ages. and its all cold.

(:

life cant get any better than chi zi yi heng-ing.
so far so good.

the holiday today was productive i'd suppose. decided to leave other subjects on hold first, one at a time would do me some good . (if we're talking long term la. for short term aka midyears, that'd be a little harder to say)

and so, that was my day today.

-all you got to keep is , strong.

would you love to dance?

2006-05-16T21:10:00.000+08:00

the taxi's waiting. (:

i love it when i see myself studying, but then again, after an hour or two of breaking, i suck shitt. as in, i do really badly on getting back to the table for studying. thats bad right? right. i really need someone who can sit beside me and study, also, having the ability to not talk to me.

school was fine. kinda fun actually when you think about it.
i've no school today, its gonna be a lonesome day filled with serious studying, and im bent on keeping it that way.

(:

i love the says-zach's poem. so yeahh. wanted to post it up, just that its in say's pocket now.
i'd get it up asap.

-will one day we'd all come together and look back.

the secrets of ...

2006-05-15T19:09:00.000+08:00

we'd all never know how each other feels.

just realised that its almost seemingly impossible to cover one or two years worth of work in just one month. its killing me, sherlyn. i cant even seem to cover what i want/need to according to the schedule. its super sickening.

the worst TWO things that happened to me today:
1. the sharpness and brutelness of speech.
2. chinese mid years were just killing me.

the best TWO things that happened to me today:
1. the relationship between mr-i-want-to-say-sorry-to and i have been restored. (: friends.
2. i got myself back onto the studying tracks.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUANLONG MY BRUDDER!!
you know what my friend said when he heard me talking to you?
"who were you talking to, very lian(my tone to you)."
haha. only when i talk to YOU.
seelar, dont want to meet me.. win liao lor. grr... go meet other girl. haha.. kidding.
we all know you're a year older lar, so gotta be smarter than running away from teachers when punished to stay back yeah. May the force be with you tomorrow, you know what i mean.

-burn midnight oil.

power warriers. (:

2006-05-14T21:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! (:

nono, HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!

after church, i decided to be a good daughter and accompany my mommy for lunch. (:
we went to catch MI3 there after, yayness. the show was nice, but not really nice nice, just nice. but its still better than 'okayness' . better than Dorm. however V for Vendetta was better. so yeahh... its somewhere in between for me.

not as if cheryl and i didnt get mommy a mothers day present.
i had a craving to do something sweet on the day itself. so while mommy was buying the tickets, i went to the nice flower shop with a nice lady in it which sells flowers. if she's called a florist, then i guess thats her alright.

so... i got mommy a small bouqet of FLOWERS! ((:
she was happy. and thats nice.
----

yesterday, got to talk to pong in ages.
today, got to hug pong.

pong showed a small slideshow yest of the cambodia trip. one part really touched me just by the pictures where the little children surrounding them praying for the missionaries-ers. (:

and the night before, if there was one thing i learnt , was the power of prayer.
and the giving of blessings through prayer..

we had a <3 to <3 talk with pong. *SECRET*
and... yeahh... we talked things out. and i came to realise the trouble we are in when we lack affection (cause all we want is others to give us affection, we dont realise that we need to pass it down too) and our relationship with god is.... ):

-we dont do things because we have to, but because we want to.

the annointing of your voice.

2006-05-12T23:54:00.000+08:00

so i woke up at 730 this morning. and felt crap.
its nothing really, just that your stomach is filled with latic acid pH of dontknowwhats.

uncle earl came by !! yayness! my favourite relative.
and nicely nugged me at my sides while i was eating my overlysweet oats. ):

heh... hung around like a zombie from the dead with a bad stomach, couldnt complain to mommy or uncle... they'd kill. esp my uncle.

so yeahh.. chilled showered and went for tuition.
gag!! no progress. ): lousy stomach, not enough sleep from yesterday, felt crap.
after tuition was at the study room wanting to go through physics cause im really bad at it.
ended up falling asleep on the sofa. *uncle laughed at that, cause earlier on i told him i was going to STUDY*

came back up all oozziewoozzy.
changed and got the family to get their butts out of the house for lunch.
lunch was long at laopatsat and the weather could kill mosquitoes i tell you.

didnt help much that i wasnt feeling any better.

walked around. felt crap basically as i did it.
came home, cheryl and i immediately hit for the beds. *okay, that sounded wrong. we just went to sleep, lets put it this way*

woke up. felt SO good. better.
hung around. mommy asked me to accompany her for Touch Jesus by Pastor Kobus. HEALING SERVICE. i swear!! a guy like him blesses the world. so many people got healed. the lame could now walk. the cancered are now saved. a wandering soul found his place.

he's really good. the unscript sermon. worship was fine , uncles and aunties. thank goodness i go to covent vision occasionally, i know some songs. lead vocalist was reginal's wife. bassits was that uncle from truthmin. they were quite cool. there was this, tomtom drummer. ((: he was really good. the healing and blessing part was amazing.

(:

now im back. hungry.
had one scoop of celine's duckrice cause i wasnt hungry THEN (just woke up remember?)

HUNGRY... growl growl.
going to sleep ciaos.

-im just lost , somewhere. in between.

lets go do it another time.

2006-05-12T08:52:00.000+08:00

yesterday at dinner, fiona brought SOME OF US back to past. haha.

i totally forgot about it man. haha. but it was a great memory.

THE FIRST TIME I BUILT A ROCKET.
damn fun. we went over to freddy's place, took some toilet roll cardboard and i dont know. cant remember. filled it up with explosives, no , not really. it was sparklers kind of gunpowder, we scraped the sparklers and dumped it somewhere, forgot where.

drilled some holes here and there into i forgot what. and it was really fun. exciting, rather.

we went to the back of his place, canal there.
jumped over the barrier and placed it facing towards the drains , it was meant to shoot up and fly over into the large drain. yayness.

fred and shawn went to light the funny looking rocket and ran back.
we waited, and waited, and WAITED. heh... and it suddenly burst up into a large bundle of fire.

Failed!!!

haha. but it was kinda fun. there were little girls watching us from their apartments. haha. funny. that part i remembered well. we went to extinguish the fire. goshh!! !! that was crazy.

-i cant believe i forgot the WHOLE incident.

that shitt aint goot, dont try.

2006-05-12T00:25:00.000+08:00

gagg.
i dont ever want to try that shit drink ever again. it hurts your stomach and kills the barks out of you.like, you know you are fine, just that the drink gets to you and sucks your intestines inside out.

so yesh. this is my self proclaim holiday. that'd be enough play for the week, tomorrow is a study date with the loveofmylife. (*:

i decided that SINCE everybody is free today ( i mean, cheryl's on her holis, celine has no school today and i wonder why, mama is at home) that we should have a family lunch today. its been really long since i had a family lunch with everybody at the same time , out. dinners not included. so i called up mommy at her office and told her we'd head down.

did a little shopping, checked out this new resturant really goot at shenton. cheryl got a new line. we had goot food basically.

i brought mama and celine out after lunch for shopping, cheryl had lessons.
yeahh... went to johnlittle, i wanted to check out mama's luagage bag for canada, but we didnt get any cause it didnt meet mommy's cateria.

about 4 , it started to pour, so we cabbed back.
came home, slept another 30mins, and then had to go out to meet cheryl and grab a present for FIONA!!! heh... ((:

sorry, it was a last min decision to crash the party. and a last min invitation not to mention. (: ohwells, but its been really long since we met up yea.

shopped like mad, till 7. i wasnt feeling well.
wanted to get some voodoo dolls keychains (hey!! you dont know how hot they are until you see 'em for yourself) and a boho braclet, none were nice enough to be bought sadly. so i crashed marks and spenser last min and got these really cute chocos on icecream sticks.

went down to hardrock.
they had AWESOME music, music 80% i knew. goot food. goot partyy. goot company.
damnn... other than that drink. hardrock does mean stuff to people on their birthdays.

we hung around for a long while and left at 930 or 10 when sarah came.
went to esplanade, chilled. till 1130 and got our arses home. i felt like crapp after leaving hardrock, walking and WALKING and WALKING. with a stomach that feels shit , mentally fine though. enough for me to bark.

the bus ride was really bad. crapped all the way. hurts .
now im back, and am ready to sleep with a _______ stomach.

-puke.

HAPPY 18 FIONA!!!! (:

we'll be fine.

2006-05-11T07:16:00.000+08:00

im up!! still a little zombied. (: but it feels good, to pon school, once again...
hey!! its been really long since i did just that, i endured the tourtureous pains and toils of studying thus far, its time for me to take a break. i think. ):

so yeahh... my truck and truck and truck loads of dls.
i've got this song by the afters, its a gospel song, didnt know they were a christian band. anyway, thats cool. the song's really goot, called All that I am. its really really good.

kinda funny how at the same time the revelution seems to be so true, so upcoming.
that at the same time, theres so many christian bands on mtv! (: its cool, just that a tinge of scaryness lies in the truth donchathink?

theres so many songs. ): now, oneGig seems really really small of a containing spaceage.
im checking out pugjelly and electrico if they are on now, cause there hasnt been much of 'em of late, actually, not late, but for really really long.
so yeahh. more songs to come, so little space!! -.-''
my favourite's alfredo. only once, such impression and now!! i cant find you guys no more. bamboo.

-it just seems so near.
if you're coming, come before my o's larr. then, i wont have to study. (: *L*

stop seeing other guys.

2006-05-10T22:50:00.000+08:00

yayness!!

my acqusition is all pumped up and ready for busting the night off. (:
its filled with boxcarracer, allamericanrejects, dashboardconfessional and greenday.

been a while since i've left the apple on for the night.
yes baby, its enough rest, time to get down to work for me please. (:

by tomorrow, i'd have many many funkae songs.
yayness.

-teach me how to play.

it was i wont sin.

2006-05-10T18:22:00.000+08:00

i wont be going to school tomorrow. am damn tired. am going to study likes nobody's business... .. damn sick.

we were meant to finish at 0930 this morning, to our great surprise (and retribution of not checking out the sci board) , we were told to head towards the ava room , where we'd be quantined. (: its avian flu fever now, not sars, so no worries. we'd just catch the flu all together, we'd be fine.

well yeah. they decided to reenact out a scene of what'd it be like on practical days, whereby being in the firstshift is not as beneficial as you thought it to be (i.e lab solutions arent contaimnated, so thats a bonous).

we had to stay in school till 12 noon. yippied dai doo dae. very funny, not.

dap taught me a little chem, some chinese laoshi taught me some stuffs, talked a fair bit with the guys.. it was BORING!! !! we couldnt even get back the long surrendered phones.

alas ! we were let off. thought i was meant to meet loveofmylife (yesyou.) at kap ... sat with celestine, some other girl my year and some two nanyang girls. loveofmylife didnt turn up, due to some techincal miscommunication problems. but oh wells!! i did maths, i Studied chem!! but i still dont get the empirical fomular thing going on... but im far much better where i was left of with zero point knowedge of mole.

it was hard to endure 3andahalfhours of the flipping 6degree temperature , so i took my left.

-callmejie.

and i wont lie. i wont sing. maybe, i dont wanna go.

2006-05-09T16:00:00.000+08:00

i swear i could kill myself if this frankness is kept up.

i shot someone in the heart today... it sucked. im _____.

today was such a fabulous day. dnt couldnt be more fun, with alfredgoh and davidgoh and everyotherkidintheroom. mornings couldnt be any better.

such a way to end this day with a bomb killing joy.
and i killing someone else's too.
ididntmeanit.

-atleasta____timesbefore.

heres all you get from me.

2006-05-08T17:52:00.000+08:00

i didnt do well, dont bother asking why.
dont bother asking me why that ____ moto had to comment either.
dont bother asking me why i missed my bus twice in a row.
dont bother asking why i didnt go.
dont bother asking me why im not doing it.
dont bother asking me why.

other than for the reason: the music is just not too much of everything. (drums with an awesome song.)
other than for the reason: he's really hot. (drums with a really hot guy, but thats besides the point)
other than for the reason: im hooked onto this song. (there is by boxcarracer)
other than for the reason: the cartoons are absolutely ugly. (the get up kids -overdue)
other than for the reason: the video really sucked. (the get up kids -action&action)

-im stronger now, but not without the right formula for.
am looking for yellowcard-empty apartment, the after-beautiful love (hell!! love that song) , love generation ... MVs.

freaking out.

2006-05-07T16:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRDDAY MELLEEKUAY!! (:
HAPPY BIRDDAY PRISSY!! (:

<3

biology practial

benedicts' test:
1. 2cmcube of benedicts solution into test tube with solution.
2. shake to mix.
3. heat in water bath.
4. observe
RESULTS: if red precipitate formed = reducing sugar present aka glucose.

iodine test:
1. add a few drops of iodine onto solution.
2. observe
RESULTS: if turned blueblack = starch is present.
biruet test:
1. add 2cmcube of copper(2)sulphate into testtube solution.
2. shake to mix.
3. add a few drops of *what!?!?! [hydrochloric acid]* to solution.
4. shake to mix.
5.observe
RESULTS: if purple ppt is formed = protein is present.

am i correct?!?! help ME! PLEASE!!!

-i am so sorry.

a;; that claping is too ;:.' for me.

2006-05-06T17:02:00.000+08:00

shitt man. its just gonna be another lazy afternoon, wasting my time doing nothing when im meant to be snuggling up with my textbooks huh. i swear, one day i'd just strangle myself...

i keep telling myself 39more day 39more days without realising each day its one day less. great. oh, just great. ):

i wanna go esplanade tonight. if only you're willing.

-crash the bangarse head.

woncha believe?

2006-05-06T08:59:00.000+08:00

so yea, there was a rude awakening by sherlyn most truly. (: heh... but yeah, i get it. theres like so little time left, and if we keep including those times where i'd miss this and that, go out party, hang out... gagg!! its crazy man.

did a little of studying, it was more productive than the day before. so thats a plus sign.
(hey!! i went to study an hour after i ended my english mids okay!!! plus please?)

after that, came home. slacked a while, was meant to meet aloy MUCH earlier... but... heh... you know lar. cheryl aloy and i got lost. and some nice guy called nickle and some smelly rotten egg called darrelle had to come to clementi to pick us up. we missed our stop you see.

so alas! we got our arse to the party. made some friends. talked and talked and talked. basically just hung out and chilled the night off with dinner and drinks. around 10 we left, hung around the toilet dont really remember doing what other than sleeping, then went back to the party and get our car. drove to kranji beach to sit slack and playing with kitty kitten. (*: around 12 we left and hehhh... slept in the car till we reached home. shaggged. it was a pretty place, that beach.

just quiet quiet... calms the soul.

-im a quiet baby.

ENGRISH HERE I COME!!

2006-05-04T20:06:00.000+08:00

heyy mell baby, we called your KORKOR.
if he doesnt get your favourite colour right.. ... .. smack buttocks!

i wasted another free day... ):
actually not, i got stuff more worthwhile. like... getting to talk to cherylbaby, at least getting SOME stuff done, i hope. , mommy's day present ( urghhh!!! which is awfully pretty) , made a friend, RETAIL THERAPY!!!

i think MTV is really cool.

-i liked you, till i read the egg.

i'd be away this summer.

2006-05-03T16:56:00.000+08:00

woohoo!! theres no school tomorrow. (*:
butt.. im not going sentaosa with the class tomorrow either.

heh... i got scolded by mad again for just that. ):
heh... it was i whom asked mad to plann tomorrow yesterday. all done, nice and well planned. then come i, saying im not going.
just like the last round.
SORRY!!!! !! !!

today just simply just hilarious. (:
with dap and the girls. with fiq and the gang.
everything was screwed up! the maths lessons, susan wong, the lor15 tonight at 1130, the habourfront at 930 tomorrow, the math relife teacher.. quite.

-woopie.
they're all over and done with. ): its no more a game for them. i went back to the past this day.
im been feeling a little bad over chinese.

BOO!i bet you got scared.

2006-05-01T16:27:00.000+08:00

you know you're in the 20th century when:
you start tilting your head sideways to smile. (:

OR

you've to email the guy sitting the desk right beside yours.

arghhh!!! i cant study for pete's sake, whoever pete may be.
i tried doing cheena... argh... ):<
this is really baddd..

doesliferevolvearoundstudying?likemad?

-ding dang dung.

could we all not be normal just once?

2006-05-01T07:26:00.000+08:00

i'd love to post some pictures. but out of the three pictures i'd like to post, i've only got one. (matt's present, it was so pretty!!! the colours and everything. thankyoumatt)

so yeah, lets just forget about it.

its one of those times where you feel that your walking on earth aimlessly, studying. and you wonder to yourself , if that what life has been made up of all these while. i mean, i have been doing excatly just that for the past 16yrs. (okay, maybe not really. but somehow yeah right? and then, dont look at me hanging out with some "not excatly the best influence" people. i'd only meet them after school what. so that doesnt count, you could study in school and back home you dont need to crack the book, just crank.)

wait, i dont crank. but yeahhh.... i do have my fair share of fun, after studying hours.

yesterday was good.
i was so pissed off in the morning trying to find something which i dont know what it looks like, and having someone to keep pushing me to find it, and doesnt want to answer my calls just to keep me at it, wanting not to hear the same answer as previous. that kinda pissed. i mean hell!! i dont even know what it looks like, its your thing in fact. so whatever.

to the extent of giving me another reason for not wanting to go to church (which i thought since wednesday of) but hell no, mommy comes in and persudes me to go, with her , to the main.

clearence was an awesome worship leader!! it was really good. and everything came from within. its so different from the youths. its different when everyone has their own personal relationship with god, so nothing dies down. no emotions played with.

then joe started speaking. he was really good. he talked about the faith vs knowledge factor. (knowledge coming in the form of davincicode and gospelofjudas where everything twists around and somehow weavers your faith). it was really really GOOD. lm/ yoman,yourock.

yeahh... and know thinking about how do you know your god is real, you cant even see him. thats just no biggy challenge to me anymore. (:

yessirre. i had tuition after an awesome currywok lunch with MUAH family. and icecream. (:
then we went to catch The Wild. it was a so-so movie larr. nothing much. wasnt as fun as iceage2. dang....

i want to catch the sentile. and hostel (wait, thats voilence). and urhhh firewall. 16 blocks too!! (:

urhhh... studies first. i've excatly one month till the day. the big day. im freaking out. my chinese aint even there.

letters to god.

2006-04-29T16:06:00.000+08:00

i'd just write this then go back to cramming biology.

fighting a girl is a no-win situation:
if you lose- you've just lost to A Girl.
if you win- you've just beaten A Girl.

whatever you think, whatever. dont wanna know. i just like how it sounds, and its absolutely true dear Gentlemen (ha!!)

-please come back home.